Journal time

My life has kind of taken a turn to something that I am unsure of. My horse went into a direction which has been dark and unknown. It has left me in tears and anger and lonely at times. I am trying to HARDEST to take it day by day and not to think about it often. It could be weeks or even months until I get myself back to what I want to be. A big part of me has left, he just decided that it was too much and left.

So, like I used to do when work got stressfull this spring and I was having a rough patch, I am going to TRY to keep a journal of things that has made my day. It'll keep me moving. All though, I am sure I will hit a rough moment here and there, what can you expect after being with someone for three years and then losing that.

Good things of the day:
Pool time with Liz
Music from Pandora.com. Discovering some awesome artists!
Getting an email from my pilates instructor wondering where I've been.(I have taken an hiatus from lessons until I can get a better schedule. Good to know I've been missed!)
A delicious chicken enselada which I made myself!
5 days until I am home with friends and family!!